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5月23日 afraid to lose Like the most cases one be turned down euphemisticly, you said again:"i just wanna be your friend!", which you said the first time 3 months ago.
Well, never mind. I never expected i could come close into your heart from the day i told it to you all on the night on Feb.26th. Actually, i didn't. I once thought you can be my girl, 'cause no one else makes me feel the way you do, you are the special girl to me , and you always be flushing, with so much loveliness eternally. Everytime i stand you near, you always say the words i love to hear in your sweet voice. Girl with just a smile you can do so much. If you are happy, the same goes to me, but if you are sorrowful, im mirthless too. Today at this moment, im a bit down for real. You are in no way to blame, it's on me , everything, 'cause i do care abuout you.
I understand what you have experienced, i know your situation. I said:"let it go, don't think it all day along, just be happy and smile,etc." It seems words are always easier than action. So i appreciate you every message to me, every meal with me, every German letter you taught me.
I've becoming this all i want to do is be more like me . It's my will that whom i do good to. Obviously, i do not do good to everybody arround me. I just want it won't be your mental burden. If so, i can make some change, but i won't stop. Who can stop me is me. Probably one day i'll give it up, but it is not the time. I'm glad to see you bright smile like the sunshine and cheerful to receive your message.
I love the state between you and me right now. You are not my somebody, im ain't your somebody, either. Just simple friends, what about close ferind, which i prefer for now. You can call me anything you like, i will call you "small pie face" every now and then. Please do not mind. LoooooooooL
I know you won't refuse me next treat to you, you nice girl, do you? I'm not the reject, right? Have i fallen apart right in front of you? Wanna negative answer! |
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